Sociology Batch 2011: Almoite

2.) Marielle Frances Talion Almoite a.k.a "Macy"

What can I say about this girl? Hmmm.. :) Si Macy para na siyang sister ko. I can share anything to her kasi and I'm very comfortable with her. Kung pagbibigyan man ako na magwish, isa siya sa mga want ko maging kapatid. :) I think anyone naman na makikilala siya for sure magiging friend niya. This cute 'lil girl is super friendly and napaka-kikay! Haha! She likes nail polish, earrings and rings! Haha! Hindi siya yung type na mahirap pakisamahan. You can tell your deepest secret/s to her, mapagkakatiwalaan siya sa madaming bagay. Like my other friends, she's also open-minded. She's fun to be with, no boring moments. :) Jolly person siya, as in. Madalas kasi siyang makikitang naka-smile and tumatawa. Haha! I can also tell that she's very optimistic and nakakahawa yun every time na kasama mo siya which is a good thing. When your down, i-a-uplift ka niya, ganyan siya. She's such a loving friend. Isa si Macy sa mga close friends ko nung college (until now) and dahil dun, madalas ko siyang nakakasama with other friends. I can share anything to her -- happy man or sad, may sense man o wala. Hehe. I'm sure her/our friends will definitely agree that she's a friend na maaasahan mo anytime and I am very lucky to have a friend like her. Ay! singer din pala 'tong si Macy. Magaling siyang kumanta, siya ang nag-iisang may ganyang talent sa classroom yung iba kasi 'di nabiyayaan ng golden voice. Haha! I love you Macy! ^^

Sociology Batch 2011: Acorda

Until now, 'di pa rin ako makaget over na kasama ako sa Batch 2011 na nagtapos sa UST. Bonggacious naman kasi ang Batch 2011 because of the celebration ng 400 years ng USTe, unending grace ika nga nila. Taray! :) I'm so proud na Tomasino ako. :D Ok, fine.. tama na, Haha! Dumako na tayo sa talagang punto ng blog na 'to -- meet my blockmates from A to T, Haha! I just miss these people kahit na yung iba sa kanila eh 'di ko naging ka-close. I'm just happy that I've met them and nakasama ko sila for four (4) years. Siyempre yung iba naging kaclose ko, yung iba naman hindi. Natural lang naman atang ganun, may grupo grupo talaga, 'di na maiiwasan yun sa classroom. :) Okay, I will start na. Haha! (Hmm, Isang tao per day na pagbblog ko yung maipopost ko. Haha! pero kung sisipagin naman edi go! :))

1.) Rosechelan Charity Gazmen Acorda a.k.a. "Rosechelan", "Rosechel", "Rossy"

She's one of  a kind. Walang halong biro at hindi dahil sa kaibigan niya ako at kaibigan ko siya pero ang bait niya kasi. Kahit na she came in a well-to-do family, humble pa din siya. Dalhin mo siya sa isang place na 'di ganun kaaya-aya, she can adjust, walang ka-kiyeme kiyeme. Oo, may pagkamaldita minsan at maarte pero natural na kasi yun sa isang babae, Haha! She's also smart, siya ang nag-iisang cum laude ng Socio Batch 2011 and I'm so proud of her, she deserves it naman eh. :) Ano pa bang adjectives ang masasabi ko sa kanya? She's kind and pretty. Si Rossy kasi, kung titingnan ko siya, nasa kanya na yung hinahanap ng guys -- tulad nga nung sinabi ko, she's pretty, kind, witty, may sense of humor, humble, ano pa ba ang dapat hanapin? Kumbaga, if I'm a guy, I will totally pursue her, she's a type of girl na maaari mong sabihin na, "One day, I will marry this girl". Sa age niya ang mature na niyang mag-isip. Open-minded din tong girl na 'to ee, you can talk to her about anything, as in anything, Haha! Loka-loka din siya minsan, Haha! Art lover si Rossy. If there's a chance, pumupunta siya sa mga art exhibits with Shayne and friends. Music lover din 'to ee, trip niya ang progressive music. :) Sa kasalukuyan, law student siya sa USTe. It's her dream talaga na mag-Law School. I believe in her na kaya niya ang Law School kahit mahirap/sobrang hirap, samahan pa ng mga heavygat na Professors/Lawyers/Justices/Chief Justice, Haha! Definitely, she'll fulfill her dreams. :)

I love you Rossy! :) I miss you! 

I Remember by Joaquin Alejandro F. Ambata

"I remember" by Joaquin Alejandro F. Ambata. I admire this guy for his drive and passion niya to make wonderful videos like this one. Sa pagkakaalam ko ito yung una niyang ginawang video when he got his new "baby". Haha! Ito yung ginawa niyang video as part of his course portfolio in Seminars in Sociology nung 4th year kami, to be exact, hmmm.. 8 months ago. Nung napanuod ko 'to for the first time, from the beginning 'til the end I was just smiling. :) Nakakatuwa and nakaka-inspire. Yes, I don't know the technicalities when it comes to videography but I think naiparating naman niya yung message na gusto niyang iparating sa audience. Good job Wacky! :)

***Ito marahil yung epekto kapag walang ginagawa at nagbbrowse lang ng video na mapapanuod. But there's one thing that I'm sure of, namimiss ko na lahat nang nakasama ko during my college life and my memories with them. :)

Angry Birds Attack!

This is not mine, sa pamangkin ko 'to. Haha! Ang cute! May angry birds na laro, "literal" na laruan. :) Ang masasabi ko lang is mas mahirap pa din laruin yung virtual version nito, grabeng PATIENCE! Angry Birds Attack! ;D

Alfred Ken Nathaniel, I love you! :)

If I'm your classmate, I will definitely have a crush on you! Haha! 'Coz your cute and matalino kahit na masungit ka sa girls.. :)

The kid on the picture is my pamangkin, son of my Kuya Alvin. He turned 4 last September 16, there's a party in his school kasi nakaugalian na ganun sa kanila and after that nag-Ocean Park sila nina Mommy Mena and Daddy Alvin niya . :) Yey! ^^,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT-NAT! Tita Kai loves you kahit na lagi mo kong inaaway :)

Agony in Silence

SILENCE? What does it mean? Silence has a lot of meaning. To some people, silence could mean tranquility, serenity, and peace. But to others, silence could mean pain, agony or distress. 

When I can't express myself when I'm disappointed or angry (most of the time about family matters), I choose to be silent. The feeling of "silence in pain" is kakaiba -- you are screaming inside, you can hear your thoughts passing fluidly and you can feel and hear the sound of your heart beating. In between that silence, you'll have your realizations about things that you are going through. You'll question your self, "Was it really my fault? Kasalanan ko ba talaga? Why am I always the one at fault? Am I really worthless? Lagi na lang bang ganito?". But in some cases, silence can make what you are feeling worse. Dyan na kasi pumapasok yung pagtatanim ng grudge to that person whom you have unsettled issue/s kahit na you're saying to your self not to take grudge on anyone PERO 'di kasi maiiwasan (in my own point of view). Yung mga unsettled issues na dati pa is bumabalik and dumadagdag sa present issue/s. Some people might ask, "Why don't you confront that person?" I tried to confront her (EXAMPLE: my mom) pero failed. I was calm naman when I did that. Of course, every mom thinks that when her son/daughter is sumagot even in a calm way it's unrespectful na. It was never my intention to win kapag nagkakaroon kami ng "sagutan", all I wanted is "to be heard." I'm not over-reacting but my mom is like, "I'm always right" and close-minded. She's that kind of person. Kung ano yung pinaniniwalaan niyang tama, yun lang. I'm the youngest and the ONLY girl na anak niya, pero bakit sa'kin 'di man lang magawang makinig? And how can I be heard if madalas na kauuwian is away and nagagalit agad kakasimula ko lang magsalita when it was my turn? Sometimes kahit na want ko na talagang magsalita pinipigilan ko na lang self ko 'coz I know wala ding kakauwiang maganda and then I'll end up crying in my room and my thoughts starts screaming inside my head. I'll just cry hanggang sa makakatulog na pala ako. It's sad to think na makakatulog ka dahil napagod ka na kakaiyak.

I have read a quote ang sabi, "Silence is the most powerful scream", well I do believe in this quote kasi madalas akong ganyan lalo na when I'm restricted to express what I really feel. I just go inside my room and in silence, all of my thoughts are screaming inside my head na. I can also relate to this quote by Elbert Hubbard,  "He who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words." <-- This quote explains it all.

***Mahirap na manatili na lang na tahimik sa tuwing may problemang kinakaharap at mahirap din na kumausap ng isang indibidwal na hindi magawang matutunang makinig.

Can't get rid of IT...

Hay,, :( I am so down this week. So many issues and I can't get rid of it. I know that problems will make me stronger as a person pero nakakabaliw minsan. I tried to ignore it many times pero I'm still affected. Siguro ganun talaga because I am part of this family and I'm "IN" it. Yeah, there were times naman that I got tired of thinking those things and I'm wishing na ganun na lang palagi or manhid na lang ako.

If I will ask myself if mature na ba ako, masasabi ko hindi pa TOTALLY  (but I'm really trying) 'coz there are things in my life that I can't face or fully accept.

Being a crybaby? Yup, ganyan ako. Madali talaga akong maiyak. Sometimes, kahit sa sobrang inis ko lang naiiyak na ako.